Want to hide in a corner, make good cry tears flowed clanging hitch. Is that "men will weep not light bullet"? Is not man no tears, there is no pain, just can't always emerged and the like are tears a woman's patent, is a kind of tender and shows weakness, the man also vulnerable. Man is resolute symbol, is strong, the backbone of the fallen underfoot, is not. But the man also will have more unpleasant, also can have more weak, also has been difficult, but this time the overwhelming the anguish, troubles, and even injustice doesn't let the family know, can't give colleagues leave your pitiful, also can't let your friends know, all must be buried in his heart. Only the most strong performance of the most prominent. But such suppress or need to vent, said to friends listen to? But your troubles how to let others and you take? Said alcohol is only temporary anesthesia, temporarily forget. Ultimately the stagnation or heart needs a chance to vent, and a site, a lot of people trying to find confidante to say, but the vents beauty after all cannot or said it was difficult to let the family accepted. I think no matter who don't deliberately to seek the confidante or friends, friends of the blue is the audience with their mutual do, is a anytime overlook gain and loss of friends. But I still subjective thought, in the heart of stagnation or have their own eludes corner, secretly put all depressed shout out, let the tears kept flowing, the best place to vent is a person, not moved, all the others this and let out of take in everything in a glance.
I really want to really want to such abreact oneself, the crying so much booze, not for other seems to be wanted to release out! I also TieGu ZhengZheng fellow, injustice only yourself to swallow, in before the old man I can't shed tears, although I very grievance, though I can't say, but I must also vent! The old man often say is "ten finger each bite the same pain, from also partisan." How I didn't feel? Why? I don't know! The past hard times, I very considerate of family difficulty, I never eat to wear, but can not always let me feel strange is: sister can eat more than I full, wear new clothes, school if she wants to ride a bike, housework want me to do, my sister just direct I do, once do bad will incur a lesson reprimanded, or even kicks, also had tried to resist, but how to revolt is futile, is more likely to incur family "ou". Whenever this time, there is always a neighbor and I'm kidding, "are you to pick up, is not one's own". Also have to joke that "you are a parent is abandon you of redundant". I also her aching feel incompetent and weakness, but I still by our own each component of the family care. Or your mother a word I have to forget "I would never expect you can for our endowment, you so small, raise you are superfluous, give you is that we do to you and the best." His words make me very grievance, especially now, I can't even understand this sentence.
I have the obligation of supporting the old, I do my best ability to take good care of the old man. I can't because of the old man's word and give up their personhood standards. Yes, every time I see on TV family scene, special sad tears out, but couldn't help every is secretly, never let wife saw, once at this time, always secretly admonish oneself, can't let others saw his embarrassed. I do not know why, cannot manage their own tears, like it was recalled her inner pain.
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